Today, for the first time in nearly 13 years, I am SOBER.
I've been dealing with some feels that I didn't want to acknowledge.
Thou shalt not commit adultery. I broke one of the Big Ten.
I love my girls. I hope that in sharing my earthly and spiritual journey that they will learn from my mistakes and break out of these cycles of destruction.
Do you ever make plans and then watch those plans fall apart? I'm not talking about Friday night plans to hang with your friends, I'm talking about life plans.
That's what I was during my off-again, on-again affair that took down my second marriage...I was someone's "side bitch". And damn! It hurts to admit that I put myself in that spot.
My three daughters were all born on Thursdays. They've been through a lot because of me.
As I'm sharing my story, what I find interesting is how many of you enjoy reading about what I've done wrong. Fuckin' human nature, right?
My hands are dirty. How dare I lift them up to the Holy One?
I had an affair three times with the same man.